''Today I woke up and started overthinking.

But I got brainwashed again, hering it raining.

I got chained to my new boyfriend.

i dont wanna know how this will end.

And now i forgot what i was gonna say.

i dunno where Im going with this.

Just like the mathtest the other day.

People told me how I should be.

So I tryed my best but failed.'

Im just smiling cause Im too lazy to cry.

Sometimes I feel lonley, trying to find a friend.

But I always end up slutting around.

FAlling asleep to my cryings sound.

Tho thats why god forgave my sins.

It kinda feels like he and satan are twins.

Im just crying cause Im too lazy to smile.

I dunno where Im going with this.

Just like the mathtest the other day.

People told me how I should be.

So I tryed my best but failed.''

I guess this is A PART OF MY NEW SONG xd

tHO i HAVE 0 % MELODY TO IT AND NO TITLE. YET. CX

*HUGS*

okay hi cx

yesterday my bf was late so i freaking fell asleep again. i hate myself for it. instead i woke up to like 6 cute messages that he send about him loving and missing me. . .haha, u dont really give a fuck, do you?.

anyways,

I kinda know two things id like to do when I grow up.

#1 Be a writer.

#2 Be a song writer.

I guess I could be both, as their kinda the same xd

i was thinking about posing songs im working on and stories etc. lol. i know im weird. 

good morning :)

Do u know what i hate?

no? okay cool. here is a list of "things I truly hate"

#1  me.

#2  Beauty.

#3  People who can't speak english.

#4  When people takes away my internet.

#5  Old people.

#6  When there is no music around.

#7  Mint.

#8  waiting.

#9  People commenting my clothes.

#10 Low battery.

xoxo

Current mood:

Apperently, Im gettin a spidah.

I hate spidahs.

His/her name shall be bond.

james bond.

jk, his names peter.

petah da spidah.

my bf's fave singer is someone who made the song "Pearl of  the stars". . .

I have to agree its awesome and stuff. but when he said "Id totaly go gay for him" my sudden jelousy just started ripping inside me. I dunno why. I mean, the singer has kids and a wife, im way hotter than him and there is not such a big chanse they will ever see eachother irl. . . But. . . It felt thretening somehow. so we aregued. I knew I was just being silly and stuff but now he is mad at me. ugh, if he was here i could just have kissed him and everything would be ok. I cant be mad at him, and it feels like shit when he is mad at me.

#Problems

anyways, here is the song. I rly started crying litsening to it. so i kinda get why he said what he said. .  

hope ur having a great night.

I'm filled with so much trash.

My creativity had to breed with shit.

now i'm filled with a billion misstakes.

my poem.

02:12

waiting for mt boyfriend.

Havent slept in like two days.

hungry. 

ugh.

He is 3 years older than me.

He is from mexico but lives in dennmark.

rn he is on holiday to Mexico...

= we have different time zones.

he is the cutest ever, but we usaly argue alot.

He is one of te few reasons I'm alive.

We skyped 3 h ago.

he will be back in 4 h

. . .

Its kina impossible to be mad at something you cant live without.

hope u r feelin well and have a cuddley night.

here is a huge hug from me; *Huge hug*

kik me: GimmeAPocky